Back to Singapore.

Yea. Im back to SG. Haa..
too lazy to blog my 14days in Laox..but i know i will. Just give me sometime to pack my feelings down 1st.
Back to Sg since ytd night. everything is different, from red pathmant, reddish muddy floors and streets.. with thick plantation everywhere..
to singapore's cemented road, street lights everywhere n a few artificial trees. big change.
Today i cut my hair, $12.. cheap right..but i tend to convert, hav the habit of converting .. S$12 = 73 000 kip.. imagine to cut a hair at Laos for 73000Kip. WTF.. its more expensive than having a big feast there.. tamade singapore, so exp.
now come back, buy things and eat, everything seems so not worth it. hahaa.
unpacked my stuff and realise a lot of nice cool things i brought back. even a few dead spiders tt got crashed in my bag. stupid. i plugged the cable to the TV and gave a showcase of the 500+ photos and video i took during the trip to my family. shared with them wat i had done n ate.
sat down, clear my Email. check out my electives and reorganise my clothings.
But every now and than, faces of Laos frends and places i went in laos, kept appearing infront of my mind.
i sat infront of my laptop, suppose to do some internet surfing and msning and do lots of watever singaporeans will do usually.
But this time round, doesnt seems right. i dun hav the feel to talk in msn, haaa.. dunno wat to do with internet, the pc seems useless to me. instead, to talk around my house is wat i did the whole day. trying to find things to do tt does not associate with PC.
now i know, slowly and steadily i need some time to get back to SG life. even at this very moment i feel like sleeping. in laos, i will think of wat i will do tml, like teaching the kids AngKid or doing construction or walking around the streets under hot sun and wat clothes to wear to prevent huge sweating all. now nothing to worry, nothing to think. just sleep.
try to compare the night here and there. try to feel the differences n similarities.
indeed, its a huge different. im so bored n empty over here in SG tt i just feel like sleeping.
while at laos, just too excited to sit around n talk, see the stars and play card games. interacting with the laotians and laugh although we dunno wat each of us are talking.
hahaa..
Life in sg just sucks as normal.Wahahahhahaha..
but sooner or later things will repeat as per normal. and schl will start, and i will began to struggle with studies and busy with activities in Hall, and WSC events.

Btw went to kamyu's blog and saw her putting a pic of my door in her post. din know she took it. thanks so much.

sometime at night silently i will wonder; if i hav a partner to share something, wun it be better too? haa..came back from some big event and hope to share it around to someone, at least somebody in this world knew i achive something and recognised me as a traveller as a learnerd as a blablablablablala.. but of cuz not say to commit in a relationship nor to hav any string attached. but smoethings u just need to share with this someone else, 1 will do. instead of repeating to every single frends around u.cant be finding everyone n keep telling the same things too. they may be busy with their lives also. haa
or am i just a loner.waha


watever. sleep. tml still got tuition. *Breath.. Phew..